Complicated Maids.

You say you hate your life and have even tried to end it.

You say with out him you can't live, forgetting your breaths before him.

You drink yourself into a stupor convinced your numbing the pain.

You spend your nights crying wishing you had something to gain.

You wake up the next morning forsaken by last nights tears.

No time to feel the anguish, the crushing that you suffer cause you've tasted it before.

A road you wish were less traveled but your pride and anger stray you.

Assured the whole world hates you awaiting their chance to betray you.

Return your heart to inventory, it's damaged inside and out.

You been done dirty so many times no one ever stands a chance.

Blackened hearts by blackened souls rarely see the light.

Never seeing joy in little things shutting your eyes too tight.

Blinded by your jealousy and your deviant behavior.
No clean slate, no forgives or forgets, you forget about forgiving.

Enraged by your own faults, can't blame no one else yet you still find a way.

Somehow you must face that mirror girl, maybe later not today.

Sazonada to perfection, you been around the block.

Artificially protraying something not true.

Zigzagging those crazy streets, lowriding with skeezy men.

Oh if what you knew now was what you knew then.

Deep down inside you just want what we all want.

You just haven't found the way to get it.

First find God. The real one. Not the one envisioned in your head.

Next find yourself. The real you. Not the one you pretend to be instead.